Post By: Lady A
He said something that triggered a tipsy action.
On Monday night(Tuesday morning)while I wall flowered my way through the evening somehow HolyWaters caught up to me (i am such a lightweight/cheap date its not even funny) and i must have twittered while with Sir F, Lady N and Lady B at drinks-N-wings, i know i had moments where i was there, but not there-daydreaming.
so my "oh-shit" moment came and i logged onto twitter to see if i had written anything there (my twitter is closed to only peeps on my list-its not public)
and there it was.....dooom!!!!
"VivaLali:Hated tonite! Can someone just let it be ok to date the guy I like! Hit him and send him the memo that I am fabulous!!!0thanks! Ugh
1:53 AM yesterday from TwitterBerry"
yeah. thing is, he can see that message there since he is a fellow twitter. f*ck.
so now i have to grow balls and be straight with myself on what i want and what i am willing to give and not give.
i am doing shit 1/2 assed and thats not my 'stee. (yes quite ghetto at present)
I need to do this BEFORE i go on any dates because i do not like to waste my time nor others.
but mainly my time.
i am 28, its ok to cut ties since, lets be honest here:i have enough friends and do i really need to keep one in someone i sorta was seeing? umm no-i would rather focus on the friends i have now.
i wish i had la right now to calm me down :(
It's hard but sometimes it's best to just cut those ties. Cut it HARD if it makes you feel that way, because it won't get better. Trust me.
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